Not so much of
a thought, mmmhh! But that is were
Jealousy begins. It all begins with individuals who believe the entire universe
rotates around them. All they do is want, want and WANT!
I bought this
beautiful pair of shoes (for mimi of
course) it really hit me hard when I was told by someone so dear
that she could just pay me to have them, reason they suited her, mmhh! Why not
me? When I bought them I loved them and they had a place in my wardrobe. I was
left thinking I ‘ant I entitled to anything good?
I asked God
for grace, A LOT. I tell my siblings
to always ask me anything without fear i always give when I can. One thing
though, if a friend asked for a token if I don’t give, man! The guilt will slain me. I hate guilt, I really
do, that is why as an individual I can’t complete a white lie.
I also don’t like
harboring resentment and the filling of being used or just being insufficient. That is why I always ask God to create me a giving heart. My condition
has always been to possess that ability to say ...
